in a glimpse...

eventhough it is juz in a glimpse....
i can see tat in ur eyes...
somewhere deep in ur heart, i know u hav da exact same feeling as me...
so, i wan to see...
how much longer tis situation can goes on...
juz maybe, u'll endured it, or juz maybe u'll juz say something about it...
i'm waiting for it...
and juz maybe it'll happen...
juz maybe....

words can't express my feelings?

yeah, it can express my feeling~ hohoho..juz a cliche before i start..
now and then, i have failed to express my feeling towards someone i like or appreciate..
i never do or success in any or these things, so never expect me to do if first...
i know i might sounded selfish, but hey, i won't do da first step....
it's juz me and u'll never be able to push me to do it...
even though i might be honest in expressing my opinion, doesn't mean i'll be tat honest in expressing my feeling tat easily...
i'm a very complicated girl~! there, i said it out olredi~!
okay, but if i let this feeling unspoken, wat will happen?? regret is da first thing tat ever comes in my mind~! second, maybe i'll juz hope tat someone will realize tat..(and it's rare~!!)..
so, wat my conclusion? shud i say it or shud i juz let go? huh, answer? let it be...if it's meant to be mine, it'll never run aways...not satisfied by my answer? well tats life~ it is unfair..Really~ haha...well, enough wif my blabbering, i shud get back on my study mode....

it's complicated...

tats exactly da word tat describe my situation rite now...
dunno wat you are thinking about...
neither wat should i do...
haiz..could u juz stop then?
i'm sick and tired of tis drama....
juz be normal like we used to be...
it's da best rite? and no hard feeling between us...

why oh why....

i dunno why......
today i was at my best behaviour and yet he ignores me???
wat was tat for?
it surely hard to understand one's behaviour..
wish i could noe wat were you thinking bout....
is there any mistakes or something tat u r not satisfied wif me?
gosh......and why i'm even bothered to think bout tis matter..
it doesn't matter to me, but yet if i do da same thing to you...
i just dun wan to do it to you again..
u noe how it's feel likes....
i'm hoping for a better tomorrow...
hoping tat u would talk~!
plz laa, you are not a kid anymore...
you juz could talk about it if you hav someting in your mind..
i am big enough to understand wat u'll tell me..
i hav brain ok....
dun let da feeling juz hanging there waiting to be exposed..
u know who u r..
i'm hoping u'll visit here sometimes to read tis post~
then u'll know......
juz maybe u'll know...

gosh, TWO PAPER IS DOWN~!!!

Just want to annouce here tats :
CAD and MATH paper is over~!!
wahahhahahaha.....
but still i got c programming and material left....
=.="
aiyo.......
hope i can get through tis........
fighting~!!!!

It's da DAY~!!!

officially, my FINAL EXAM START~!!!!!
huhuhuhu....i'm very worried........
GOD plz HELP ME~!!!
through tis time is not easy and yes i do need HELP....
hope i can get good pointer~!!!

ANNOYING~~!!! =.="

He owez annoys me~!!!

i dunno why but hey, it's my life and juz da way i am...

if you hates me, then juz walk away~!!

can't u juz say nice thing bout ather ppl~!!

duh....

i noe la u so great...

is hurting ppl's feeling's ur hobby kaa??

however, i'll try to see da bez in u even if u annoys me to death...

i noe human is not perfect...

and yes, it does apply to me~!

so, plz try accept me da way i am...

and tats how i'm going to accept you~!

and some weird feeling start to grow...

and if u still behaving like tat, i think i'll better stop growing tat "weird"

feeling toward you~

believe me, i can do it.....

Missing YOU.....

There's someone that i misses a lot rite now....
wonder how he's been doing by now.....
it's stupid of me to think of him everyday....
maybe it's juz me who think tat way....
gosh, how sad would it be if he's never thinking bout me da way i am....
maybe i meant nothing to him....

A song by Keri Hilson? ^^

I'm loving tis song by Keri Hilson...
It's Knock U Down...
da lyrics are great...
i keep rewinding da song~
"sometimes love comes around"
"and they knock you down"
"juz get back up when they knock you down"
kekeke...i love tis song~
Btw, it's almost 3 a.m and i juz can't sleep....
it's my fault for getting two cups of coffee juz now....
i'm getting panda eyes soon...=.="
right now, i'm studying math...(of course online at da same time..hehehe)
well, i hope i can finiz 4 chapter today....
fighting~!!! ^0^

IT's STUDY WEEK~!!!!!!!! =.="

Hey guys.....
finally it's study week....
gosh......
i dunno wat to do...
sda laaaa batuk2..
tambah lagi selsema...
mcm mna mo study ne...
aiyoooo.........
kepala pun pening2...
ish3........
ingat mo improve pointer......
but how can i do it?????? T.T huhuhuhu.....
ok, i heard nasi lemak calling~!!!
wahahahhaahaaa....
going to buy it fellas~
bye~~~~~

Amazing Friends~~

I got a lot of friend~
especially in tis age, i've met so many wonderful people in my life~
they always be there when i needed them..
even thought there's been so many up and downs in our friendship...
we'll always be together....
how lucky i am to have them in my life....
and most af all, i love you all~!

Tis is me and my friend~ ^^

Tis is manda and me~! <3


Tis is my coursemate~~!! owez havin' fun wif them~ ^^



Tis is my tutorial during matriculation~!! F1T5 ROCKZ~!! ^^ <3>

My Memories~~

Today is surely one of da moment where i hav fun but also feel disapointed because of da fact tat we hav work hard on our performance, but still we made a huge mistakes during our performance...haiz..... but still, i enjoyed it because, hey, it's our performance...Wonder wat kind of performance??? It's brassband...and i played da snare drum~!! it's fun, and i hope next sem we will do a better performance...

Wat will my FUTURE BABY looks like~!! kekeke

I just try tis on a website : www.morphthing.com

i upload some pic (wif a man tat i like of coz..kekeke) and then tis website will morph da pic into a chlid face...and it suspose to be how ur baby will looks like if you somehow belong to tat guy~~ ahaha..my baby is soooo cute~!! ^^here's da result tat i get~









tis is da result wif Mr X~~ aahha...ssooo cute~!! ^^

~WELCOME~ (^-^)

Wassup y'all? kekeke....

it's sylvia here...writing her first post....and i dunno wat i should write....

~ i'm a very complicated gurl
~ likes to be alone when she's in bad mood(beware, coz i might explode..kekekeke)
~ loves music....(can't live without it....)
~ happens to be very obsessed with korean culture..(i love it~!! ^^)
~ planning on travelling around the world when i have the chances later...
~ planning on living in other country(especially those with 4 season country~!)
~ is taking mechanical engineering course and next sem is my second year~ yay~
~ love silent...coz it'll make me recharge..kekeke..in terms of my brain.
~i love my two bez fren~!!















tis is my bez fren : nurul n anna~!! ^^


~ love rains, winter and spring~!!
~ love comics....
~ love DBSK~!!
~ most of all, i love JESUS...^^

okay, tats it for now...will write again next time~~~anyeong....