decision

when my life turns this way round, i decided that i should ignores all things that really bothers me..in the end...the pain slowly gone away..and i really thinks this is the only way that i can revive myself and forget all these things that keep me imagining thing that i shouldn't have..thank you for the memory, but that the end of it. you'll never see me talking to you again and yes, that a promise that i make.. you think that we can be normal again, but that is impossible..sorry, but this is who i am.

upDate from ME~ ^^v

hohoho...finally i got the "rajin"ness to type something for this blog..pretty sad too cause i haven't write anything for a while..so far, my life has been a disaster..i'm so busy with my life, plus there's many complication and conflicts occur....well, it's tough, but hey that's life..God never says that life is easy, He just promised that it'll be worth living..right?? i really hope that the relationship that i've been waiting for will work out someday, but from the way i see it, i guess it'll never happens..missing da moments that we used to have to, but since i've decided, there's no turning back..right now, i guess it's da first time that i'm having the busiest week of my life..i'm involved with convocation, and also got 2 assignment hav to be submitted by the end of tis week and next week..plus, i got mini robocon competition tis saturday...hurm.,..i wonder how would i handle all of tis...oh ya one more thing, I REALLY MISS YOU...i really do....

crap crap crap~!!!!

i noe that i done something wrong in your eyes, but that doesn't mean u hav da rights to use da flithy words to me...it seems that it just a small matter to you, but hey, it's not for me~!! i didn't use the filthy word myself cause i know that it'll make someone feels mad or angry or disgusted if i use the word.therefore my dear, i won't forgive you that easily..i'll make sure u regret that u ever said those words to me!!!

my dream guy? hohoho..

okay, for the time being, since i am so boring, let me reveal the ideal type of guy that i want to date wif.. hohoho.... hurmmmm, the first thing i would like to see in the particular guy is that how he care about me.. i like caring guy cause i know that he'll always be there for me to support and cares whats on my mind... oh ya, i like guy wif chubby cheeks..hohohoho..i dunno why, but i juz can't stop myself from staring at their's chubby cheeks and eventually falling for it..ahaha...it's juz an attraction for me i guess.. da next characteristics is, i want a guy that'll be able to share everything on his mind wif me..i don't like that he keep his secret from me cause this only will make a barrier in the relationship.. if he able to share everything wif me, thats mean i am one of his important person in his life... it's not easy for a person to share everything wif another.. if you do, thats mean you trust that certain person...so, if he'll be able to share everything wif me, that mean he trust me!! and trust is an important element in a relationship..hurmm, da next charactristic is, i like guy smarter than me! ahaha... cause he'll be able teach me things that i dunno.. u know, it'll be a great fun if ur love you teach you cause you'll treasure everything that he teaches and you'll never forget it..and imagine if he teaches you before da exam..naaa, a great bonus..hohoho!! smarter guy is cool.. next!! i like guy wif sense of humor!!! i love to laugh, and it'll be great if he can make me laugh everytime i'm wif him.. that would be lovely... without sense of humor, i think it'll be a very boring relationship..maybe? ahaha...okay, dont' you think it's getting very long post from me olredi?? ahaha..i'll stop for da mean time, but i guarantee you guys there'll be second part to tis..hohohoho..da summary for my post for today is :

characteristic that i'm looking for in a guy that i wanna date!!

1. Caring
2. share everything he thinks and about himself
3.smart guy
4.hav sense of humor


in a mean time, i just upload Xiah's pic!! i love tis guy too..kokokoko...^^

kicked out again??

aiyo...........

wat happen owh??

we're being kicked out from the hostel again...

cis..i thought our leader has done the hostel application thingy..

and yet bcoz of his delay on doing it, we're being kicked out....

kasian my other frens...

hav to move to kg E lagi....

huh...plz laaa....

complete da application for hostel....

we're willing to stay back ordy...

classical music.....

wow....i'm loving classical music little by little right now..it's just so calm to listen through it..refreshes and making my mind to stop thinking about unnecessary things that i shouldn't think about..and what encourages me to like classical music?? you see, one of my impossible dream ever is to learn play the piano....i just love da fact that piano have a great sound comes from it if you know to play it well...and, well, that's just what i like about piano...and i'm still dreaming to make myself good at playing it..two of my cuzzie know how to play piano..and yeah, i'm kinda jealous about that...their parents encourage them to play and willing to pay for da tuition fees..and it's not cheap you know..haish..wish that i can play too..then i just can pour out my heart in playing it...piano just an awesome music instrument..and there is a lot of amazing piece of piano from beethoven, chopin, mozart, bach, debussy, schubert and a lot more!!! wish that i'll manage to make tis only dream comes true someday...hohohoho.....


someday, i'll play YOU~!! *.*

my life so far.....

it's been over a week since i live alone in this room : E.3.03..
and it does bored me.....got no one to talk to..and hav to sleep alone..
at first, i couldn't sleep at all...it's scared me to sleep alone in tis big room..but, day by day, i get used to it already...and hey, it's for my future too...since i've joined robocon, i got to give my commitment to it....hope my holiday tat i spend solely for robocon will paid off..and help me to get a place in hostel~!!!! it would suck if i don't get it next sem~!! to continue my life here, me and my friends decided tat we would cook ourselves..since the other were boys, so i'm da one who's in charge of being a chef everyday..but hey, not bad too cause i can enhance my cooking skill using a rice cooker..hohoho..my everyday routine were stuck in tis room, and then cook, and then go to do works for robocon and then sleep...that's so lame,,,,,,wat to do laaa...tat's my entire life for this sem break..........